Earlier today, 03 March 2014 at 5:26p PST, there was an exact conjunction between the Sun and Chiron in the sign of Pisces. This in itself is a pretty intense transit as it is similar to taking a spotlight to your deepest wounds, putting them on full display practically forcing you to face them. The thing is, in forcing you to face and deal with your wounds, The Universe is also urging you to heal them. This really is a case in which facing your pain will likely help you heal it.
There is a unique transformative experience in this revelation of your wounds, as this Sun-Chiron conjunction is also in sextile aspect with Pluto in Capricorn. As mentioned in previous posts, Pluto is the Great Transformer (a.k.a. The Great Destroyer) that clears out the outdated and ineffective structures that no longer serve the pursuit or achievement of the goals and ambitions at hand. It may even transform the goals and ambitions themselves. This is a generational influence, but just because it works on a large scale doesn’t mean that it won’t affect you personally. Today, and for the last few days and a few days more, you may feel its effects more than you might have otherwise.
Think about your deepest vulnerabilities and what triggers those for you. Then think about how many times they have been triggered for you recently. Then think about how those triggers have either helped you face, feel, and move through your fears…or how much they’ve led you to struggle or fight to avoid having to face or feel them. Then you may understand what is at stake for you for these last few days, and for 2-3 more.
This Sun-Chiron-Pluto transit combination gives you an opportunity to manifest and experience a major transformation of your pain into a path that could lead you to the fulfillment of your wildest dreams…but only if you are willing to face that pain and allow yourself to be open and vulnerable enough to receive the guidance and love that you will need in order to heal. The allowing is key – this isn’t as much about what you can do for others right now as it is about what others can do for you…if you let them.
Healing requires rest and rejuvenation – you can’t get that if you’re running around trying too hard to be of service to everyone and everything around you. Even if you aren’t so sure about the existence of God or a Higher being or even the collective Oneness of All-That-Is, this transit urges you to let go of trying to serve and give to everyone and everything else and allow yourself to be served and given to for a change. Recognize that for some of you, you serve so diligently because focusing on others enables you to avoid yourself and your pain – it’s the Pisces tendency toward escapism working at its finest. This Sun-Chiron-Pluto transit brings the focus back to you in a way that won’t allow you to hide from your pain any longer. You get to deal with it and transform it into a positive experience that moves you toward the fulfillment of your dreams…or you get to have it deal with you and have it bring havoc into your life. The havoc is likely to bring positive results in the long run, but it sure will be more painful than the pain of simply choosing to face it.
So which do you choose – pain or more pain? It’s up to you. Just know that choosing to face the pain is worth the healing you can experience by doing so. Make it easier on yourself – love yourself by allowing others to love you and help you heal.
Thank you for reading and sharing Signs and Numbers. Until next post…
~Light, Love, and Blessings,
Grace
